Yeah, I stole this from Shaddy. It's so accurate it's scary.

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"Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.

"You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

"Although you are, deep down, a very caring person, you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. You can be most quarrelsome and controversial and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.

"For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.

"Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.



Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour.
I do actually feel like I've been working much too hard lately- I feel stressed, and very frustrated that it seems like I can't even make time for my closest friends. I dunno, I hate being so busy, but I wouldn't mind it so much if I were able to spend more time with my friends. I promise you, I haven't forgotten about you, and you know who you are, but life hit me smack in the face and knocked me down, and I'm having trouble getting back up.

]"You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.
Very true- can't say too much else.

"Although you are, deep down, a very caring person, you are very particular in the choice of friends and indeed very demanding at times. True- I do feel like I can be demanding at times, though I try not to be.

You can be most quarrelsome and controversial and it is because of this argumentative trait you can at times explode into open conflict - conflict with even those you may care for and love. It is because of this inherent argumentative streak in you that may have resulted in broken hopes and dreams.[
They hit the nail smack on the head, that's for sure.

]For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish.
I've had many broken friendships in the past, though I don't feel as if they're my fault. A few recent ones, or possibly-happening-currently... well, there's no doubt those have been me.

"Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be.
This is possibly the most correct statement in the whole paragraph, and that says a lot. I don't trust people. I don't know why, but it takes a lot to gain my trust. That's probably why I feel sometimes like I've bottled stuff up, because I'm afraid to open up and talk to people because I might get hurt in doing so. I don't know why, but that's just who I am- untrusting. I can really only think of a tiny handful of people I actually trust, and the funny thing is, I've only met two of them once. xD


Eh, well that was very enlightening... sorta. It was indeed scarily accurate. =/


I would like to end this rather down-heartening journal with some good news, but let me give you the bad news first: My hamster, Smudge, died last Monday at two and a half years old.She was the dumbest hamster on the planet, but I loved her. <3 It was good to see her go peacefully. =3 She wasn't sick or anything, and she just kept going like a little energizer-bunny right to the end. I'll upload a few pictures of her. <3

There is good news, however- I am getting my rats. =3 I got the cage today, got it all assembled and decorated with toys and stuff (even got them a ferret hammock. xD)- all it needs are some rats. The poor little guys are going to be overwhelmed by the huge cage they get to live in. xD Baby rats are so tiny. x3
I have a Fall Break in a week and a half, so we'll be getting them once we come back- so about two weeks.
After over a year of waiting, I finally get to get my rats. <3

See? Good news to end an otherwise down-heartening journal. xD